how long you've been together with the person = how long you'll take to forget the person.


the bad guys lie to get in your bed, the good guys lie to get in your heart.

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now is super bored in class hence spamming my blog with random thingy.
i dont care leh because it's my blog, you happy then read if not just fcuk off. ^^V
kthxbye, one more hour to go before the killer ut.

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i hope i was wrong about you, i hope i was being overly sensitive about it.
but i think i am proven wrong, maybe it's time for me to believe in my sixth sense again.

i wont turn back this time round, i even blamed myself for letting you go.
i told everyone that you are the victim but i have to take back my words now.
thanks, really thanks so much, i really wanna make this work but..

when you found a reason to walk away, just keep walking and never turn back.
i found my reason and yeah, thank you very much.

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when i was five, someone told me that my happiness will be here soon.
i received a teddy bear from my parents, and that was my happiness.

when i was thirteen, someone told me that my happiness will be here soon.
i received my first handpone, and that was my happiness.

when i was sixteen, someone told me that my happiness will be here soon.
i still believe in it but yet, nothing happened. perhaps disappointment was the happiness.

now when i am eighteen, the same old someone told me that happiness wont be here now.
because i have to fight for my own happiness but i choose to ignore.
not because i dont want my happiness but to me, letting go means happiness.

2009 is really a bad year, i want 2010 to come asap.
i am so going to slap my best smile right in your face this time round.

when you lost something, dont bother to search for it.
because once you let go, it's over.

feel so ugly today, fcuking hate my swollen left eye to the max.
kthxbye, i am a grumpy kid and i hate today!

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edited.

really feel like chopping my hands off, am like super pissed with myself now!
it's like already fcuking broke like bloody hell yet i am still happily online shopping.
and fcuk, i transferred $25.50 this afternoon and i need to transfer $32 tomorrow.

argh, stop this fcuking nonsense manxz, need some self-control.
hate to make decisions like this, to buy or close both eyes. -.-
kthxbye, i wanna go sleep already and i still hate my swollen left eye!






the silence between us tonight..

wednesday is national musuem + yuan's 18th birthday at astons.
pictures are uploaded on facebook, lazy to upload here and i dont see the need as well.
kthxbye, feel like sleeping siol!

national musuem.
yuan's 18th birthday.
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Krist. says:
*really hor.
*i cannot tahan.
*people got rs you got rs.
*why you so complicated one?

- Cindy's. says:
*HAHAHA
*i think iwanna go die liao
*really stupid

Krist. says:
*even other people complicated
*also not as complicated as you.

- Cindy's. says:
*so true lor
*really stupid

really feel so stupid to the max, feel like slapping myself. :(

对不起

i know you hate this word but i think this is the only word i can have, to you..

but yet at the same time, thousands of sorrries seems so useless.

i am fcuking messed up right now, not knowing what to do.

if only you can understand what i am trying to express but it seems otherwise.

behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh, i'm falling apart.

aku rindu memanggilmu aku punya.

what if the guy you secretly love tells you that

he has already found that special someone that he wants to spend forever with?

would you be brave enough to ask him who was it?

or bear the pain inside not knowing it was you after all?

top ten food i dont eat or drink.

1. egg yolk.
2. potatoes and tomatoes.
3. all kinds of onions.
4. green tea.
5. bittergourd.
6. chocolate ice cream.
7. ice lemon tea.
8. coffee.
9. peas and carrots.
10. green and red chilli.